Since carpal tunnel surgery I have not been able to work with the boys any and it is beginning to show. I feed them twice a day, give then treats and look over them to make sure they are ok, but they are not being groomed or worked. Did not realize that a few weeks of this would be such an issue, but they are beginning to act like wild children....not listening, getting into my personal space, being pushy....just acting like spoiled brats. I thought that as soon as my hand was better, I'd work Nolan for a few days and then climb up on his back....now I'm thinking it might take a little longer than that. They all need a refresher course on manners....which will begin the first of next week (doctor's appointment Friday where I hopefully will get the OK to start using my hand full time).
Add to the "wild child" attitude the fact that Nolan has gone through yet another growth spurt and is no longer "roley poley" is just more frustration. I've increased the fat in his feed (not the protein) and the weight is slowly going on. Why is it that when I get him to the "perfect" weight he shoots up again? I'm beginning to think his name should be Clifford.
Despite the frustrations of my unruly boys and Nolan's never ending growth spurts, I dearly love my boys. Watching the play and interact with one another brings peace to me. I can't wait for the day when I can ride Nolan out on the trails. They are truly blessings in my life.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Em
Since I'm typing with one hand, this will be a short post.
I had carpal tunnel surgery on Friday...of course it was out patient. Em had spent Thursday night at daycare due to I did not know how long of a day Friday would be and I did not want to leave her in her crate all day. Well I was out by lunch and stopped to pick Emma up on the way home. MawMaw (mother), CC and Kayla (nieces) were with me to help out Friday afternoon. CC and Kayla played with Em all afternoon, then CC dished up the boys feed and we went to the barn where she helped to feed and water the boys then we all went out to eat. After getting home, I was worn out and ready for bed so everyone left. I climbed into bed (with an ice pack and a few darvocets) and got comfy. After I was settled, Em gingerly climbed into bed and laid with her head on my stomach. For the first time, she was carefull about how much space she took up and did her best not to disturb me. She was there to comfort me and watch over me. On Saturday, she neverleft my side and was the model of a gentle dog. It amazes me how she knew I was hurting and was ohhh so careful not to bump my hand or cause me any pain.
I had carpal tunnel surgery on Friday...of course it was out patient. Em had spent Thursday night at daycare due to I did not know how long of a day Friday would be and I did not want to leave her in her crate all day. Well I was out by lunch and stopped to pick Emma up on the way home. MawMaw (mother), CC and Kayla (nieces) were with me to help out Friday afternoon. CC and Kayla played with Em all afternoon, then CC dished up the boys feed and we went to the barn where she helped to feed and water the boys then we all went out to eat. After getting home, I was worn out and ready for bed so everyone left. I climbed into bed (with an ice pack and a few darvocets) and got comfy. After I was settled, Em gingerly climbed into bed and laid with her head on my stomach. For the first time, she was carefull about how much space she took up and did her best not to disturb me. She was there to comfort me and watch over me. On Saturday, she neverleft my side and was the model of a gentle dog. It amazes me how she knew I was hurting and was ohhh so careful not to bump my hand or cause me any pain.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Emma and the rabbit
Over all, Emma is a great dog, but I swear sometimes she is out to send my over the edge. This morning, like every other morning, I have her leash draped over my arm as I juggle my keys, water, her bag of toys, my cell phone and try to lock the door, get down the steps and into the truck. Unlike most mornings though, Emma spotted a rabbit. I’ve been watching this rabbit for a few weeks and he has been getting bolder and bolder. At first, he nibbled grass along the drive, then along the edge of the woods by the house, and last night he was nibbling right next to the porch. This is exactly where he was this morning too. Only problem is that Ms Em caught site of him (which she normally does, but she is usually in the truck and just gets to bark) and knew that Mom was not in control. So, off she went after this poor little bunny. Emma gave chase and the rabbit ran and zig zagged back and forth in circles around the yard, never darting into the woods or under the porch or truck. It took me a minute to put everything down and grab a treat to get Emma’s attention. Luckily when I squeaked her toy and held up a cookie, she came bounding back to me. As soon as Emma got on the porch, I grabbed her leash and looked for the rabbit. It was sitting at the edge of the woods, breathing hard, and had a “what the heck happened” look on his face. I’m sure he will think twice about nibbling around the porch again.
Emma was quite pleased with herself for chasing off the “monster” and seemed to really enjoy the thrill of the chase. I am very thankful that she did not catch the rabbit. When we got to daycare she had an extra “spring” to her prance and the staff immediately asked what Emma had done to be so proud of herself. They all know her so well. LOL
Needless to say, Emma will be on a tighter leash for a while as we come and go. But it is nice to know that Emma is there to protect me from the “monster” rather real or imagined.
Emma was quite pleased with herself for chasing off the “monster” and seemed to really enjoy the thrill of the chase. I am very thankful that she did not catch the rabbit. When we got to daycare she had an extra “spring” to her prance and the staff immediately asked what Emma had done to be so proud of herself. They all know her so well. LOL
Needless to say, Emma will be on a tighter leash for a while as we come and go. But it is nice to know that Emma is there to protect me from the “monster” rather real or imagined.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Harmony
I have been wanting a painting of Streak for as long as I can remember, but having one done was always out of my reach. Then along came Nolan and I wanted one of both of them. Throw Paddy in the mix and I just had to have one, but it was still out of my grasp. Then this past winter, I really started looking at the paintings by Karen McLain. I had seen her work before and loved it, but there was no way I could afford to have someone of her caliber paint my boys. Or so I thought. The more I looked at her paintings, the more they spoke to me. Two months ago it hit me that Streak was turning 26 and I knew if I did not do a painting now that I might never have a chance again.
So, I emailed Karen to inquire on what a commissioned painting of my boys would run. I was surprised at how reasonable she was. The size painting I truly wanted was still out of my price range for now, but I knew that I would be happy with a 16 x 20. So I took the plunge and asked her to paint my boys. Karen wanted not only pictures, but an insight to each one's personality and my relationship with them. With all of the pictures of Nolan and Paddy this was not a problem. Unfortunately I did not take many pictures of Streak when he was younger and many of the ones I had taken had been destroyed. Still, I had quite a few of him over the past couple of years. I shared with her stories about each of the boys, how they came into my life, how they interact with one another, their personalities, and how I feel about each one of them.
Then the wait started. I told Karen to paint whatever she wanted to paint. She is the artist after all and I was just someone hungry for a painting of my wonderful boys. Almost 2 weeks ago I received an email telling me that my painting was complete. All I knew was that she had titled it "Harmony". No other insight into what I was about to receive. A week of letting it dry and then finally last week it was sent UPS. I never realized how sloooowwww UPS was. I tracked the package daily (truthfully several times each day) and then finally last night a UPS truck appeared.
I could not get my package in the house quick enough to open. My hands trembled with anticipation as I tried to figure out the safest way to open the box and then unwrap the painting. I was surprised to find two paintings in the box. First I unwrapped the smaller of the two and found a beautiful painting of my boys....I was amazed at how perfectly she had captured them. I noticed a letter in the box and opened it to read before unwrapping the bigger painting. It was a letter from Karen explaining how she included the "study" she had done of my boys and then explained "Harmony" to me. The reason why she had placed each of the boys where she had in the painting and why she had titled it "Harmony". Her reasons were perfect....she had interpreted my relationship with each of my boys and their relationship with each other to a "T". I was sniffling by the time I finished her letter and could not unwrap "Harmony" fast enough.
The first glimpse of my boys and the tears started falling. Somehow through the pictures and stories that I had sent to her, Karen had captured the very spirit of each one of my boys. They shine through the painting and there is no denying that she painted the three horses that mean the most to me, that bring a peace into my life, that brings a harmony to my existence. To say that the painting is breath taking is an understatement. She was able to get their colors down so exact, the shading, even Streak's fuzzy forelock; she was able to capture their very essence. You can tell that she painted with her heart. My painting just jumps off the canvas and has a depth that I never expected.
The more I study "Harmony", the more amazed I am at Karen's talent, her gift. Letting her paint what she felt verses telling her what I wanted was one of the smartest things I have ever done. I am grateful to Karen for taking the time to interpret my boys onto canvas. The work of art I have is something I will treasure for always.
You can see more of Karen's work at http://www.karenmclainstudio.com/ (FYI, pictures do not even begin to convey the depth and emotions that her works truly invoke).
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
Happy Father's Day!
I know this blog is suppose to be about Emma and my boys, but it is my blog so I'll write about other things from time to time.
This morning I want to tell my Father, Happy Father's Day! I know that I have not always told you that I love you and there have been times when you have felt that I did not love you or was ashamed of you, for this I am very sorry. While things happened in the past that caused me to distance myself from you, mother and even from my siblings a bit, it was because I needed time to heal from the past scars, to find myself and to become the person I am today. There has never been a time in my life that I did not love you, only a times when I did not know how to express myself or was not self assured enough to say the words. I am not ashamed of you. You might embarrass me on occasion (this IS part of a parent's job description), but hey I'm tough enough to survive.
I regret now not spending more time with you. I vow to try and make up for this - to spend more quality time with you. I know we are two very different people, yet we have many similarities (some I'm proud of, some I say "Oh my god! I AM just like my father!).
If it were not for you introducing me to Ryan, I would probably never have realized my dream of owning horses. For this I can never thank you enough. Without my first horse Buddy, I would never have ended up with my boys....without Streak who over time has helped heal my heart and who helped me realized that some of the things that have happened in my life were not my fault, that there are just evil people out there, and that no matter how many times I fall off, that I must get up, dust myself off and get back on. Now I, also, have Nolan and Paddy to help remind me of the lessons Streak has taught. They have taught me the most valuable of all lessons....no matter how rocky the road, how hard life gets, to pause and look around there is always beauty to be found.
Thank you for always loving me no matter what. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for always giving a helping hand. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for being my father.
I love you daddy!
Friday, June 19, 2009
Memories
I was just chatting with my baby sister about Streak and how most people do not give animals credit for being as intelligent as they are. Streak has had me worried the past few days....he has been "off", but no fever, has gut sounds, feet are not hot....just "off" and I could not figure out why. That is until last night. I went out to feed and Nolan and Paddy were destroying the round bale (they must paw at it, pull hay onto the ground and then eat). While they were doing this, Streak was standing with his head hung over the neighbor's fence. He had the saddest expression on his face and then it hit me what was wrong. My neighbor "foals out" mares for her clients and keeps the mares and foals until the foals are a few months old. Well, she has been breeding several of the mares back to her stallion and the mares and foals are being shipped back home. Streak, while he is a gelding, has a very protective nature....he loves to "mother" foals and is always happiest when there is a foal around for him to protect. As Jenn puts it "he has a big heart" and it is breaking now that his "babies" are leaving.
Streak has been in my life since I was 19. Through the years we have had the chance to click, to bond like only a few horse / human partnerships have. For so many, horses are horses and are traded for a newer model or for a model that will do whatever they are wanting to do at the time. For me, my boys are my family. I cannot imagine life without them.
Jenn is several years younger than I am. When she was a teen, I tried to be a positive influence on her. I drug her out to the barn more times than she wanted to go. I would, also, play little tricks on her. LOL On more than one occassion, I would give Streak a bath, roach his mane, and cover him in show sheen. Then go pick up Jenn and take her to the barn....and laugh my butt off. I'd encourage her to get up on Streak bareback so that she could work on her "balance". If you know show sheen, then you know it says "do not use in saddle area". Poor Jenn never had a chance. On our way to the barn, she would always want to stop for a Mello Yello (do they still make those?)...one for her and one for Streak. She had him addicted. Well one day she gave Streak his as soon as she walked in the pasture...he took his, turned it up and guzzled it down. Jenn laughed and proceeded to walk towards the barn, only to hear Streak running after her....he might have finished one, but Jenn still had one in her hand and he was determined that he would get that one too. He chased her into the tack room and had her cornered (of course I was no help, I was laughing so hard I was trying not to pee on myself). He would not let her out of the tack room until she relented and gave him her Mello Yello. Poor fella was cut off after that. LOL
Thank you Jenn for bringing up this memory and for being such a wonderful sister. I am truly blessed not only for the boys in my life, but for having you as a sister and having had you share in so many of my memories with Streak.
Streak has been in my life since I was 19. Through the years we have had the chance to click, to bond like only a few horse / human partnerships have. For so many, horses are horses and are traded for a newer model or for a model that will do whatever they are wanting to do at the time. For me, my boys are my family. I cannot imagine life without them.
Jenn is several years younger than I am. When she was a teen, I tried to be a positive influence on her. I drug her out to the barn more times than she wanted to go. I would, also, play little tricks on her. LOL On more than one occassion, I would give Streak a bath, roach his mane, and cover him in show sheen. Then go pick up Jenn and take her to the barn....and laugh my butt off. I'd encourage her to get up on Streak bareback so that she could work on her "balance". If you know show sheen, then you know it says "do not use in saddle area". Poor Jenn never had a chance. On our way to the barn, she would always want to stop for a Mello Yello (do they still make those?)...one for her and one for Streak. She had him addicted. Well one day she gave Streak his as soon as she walked in the pasture...he took his, turned it up and guzzled it down. Jenn laughed and proceeded to walk towards the barn, only to hear Streak running after her....he might have finished one, but Jenn still had one in her hand and he was determined that he would get that one too. He chased her into the tack room and had her cornered (of course I was no help, I was laughing so hard I was trying not to pee on myself). He would not let her out of the tack room until she relented and gave him her Mello Yello. Poor fella was cut off after that. LOL
Thank you Jenn for bringing up this memory and for being such a wonderful sister. I am truly blessed not only for the boys in my life, but for having you as a sister and having had you share in so many of my memories with Streak.
Friday, June 12, 2009
My Boys
Once again, let me say how blessed I am to have my three wonderful boys in my life. They bring me joy and peace that cannot be found elsewhere. It is nice to have a place to go to feel free, to feel that all is right in the world and that I am safe and loved, a place where I belong and am accepted for who I am.
Last night I went to the barn to feed and spend time with my boys. I pulled in the drive and Tammy was there (she and her husband own the barn that I lease). I stopped and spoke with her for a few minutes. The boys were in the pasture grazing and within seconds all three were very much aware that I was there. They stood watching us talk and then started towards the gate. Enough talking to another human, they wanted my time. It amazes me each day how much they seem to enjoy my presence within their herd. I finished my conversation with Tammy and went to greet my boys. I say a quick hello to each of them and then give each one individual "mommy" time.
As always, Streak is the first.....he is leader of the herd and must be greeted first, put in his stall first, fed first, brushed first, turned out first. He is my "old man", my best friend and knows what I am thinking without my saying a word. When it is just the two of us, he rests his head against my chest and sighs as if saying "all is right with the world". I stand there with my face resting on his poll and stroke his neck. I spend a few minutes checking over him, making sure there are no bites, bumps, nicks, cuts or bruises. At his age I feel that no matter how small that this things must be addressed immediately. He has given me his best over the years and I must do my best for him. I give him so hay to munch on and then move to the next stall.
Nolan is next and is waiting patiently for his turn. I walk in his stall and am immediately "head butted". He must rub his head up against me as if he is insuring himself that I am there and all is fine. As he rubs up against me, I scratch his ears or his shoulders. I run my hands over him in a quick search, not as slow and thorough as Streak's check up, but none the less I make sure that he is fine, doctor his little booboo's (because he always has a nick or two) and give him a hug, some hay and head to Paddy's stall.
While Paddy is last, he is not least. He is waiting, not as patiently as Nolan, but he knows his turn will come. He circles his stall when I enter and then comes up to lay his head on my shoulder. I brush my fingers through his mane and breathe. Paddy is more complex than Nolan, he is a thinker where Nolan is a follower. Paddy reminds me of Streak when he was young. He gets a check over the same as Nolan and is usually blemish free.
As I spend time with each of my boys, I drink in their individual scents, their combined scents along with the typical barn smells and a sense of calming washes over me. The tranquility that these moments bring cannot truly be put into words. These are the moments that I know that there is a God, that life is worth living and that the world is good.
Last night I went to the barn to feed and spend time with my boys. I pulled in the drive and Tammy was there (she and her husband own the barn that I lease). I stopped and spoke with her for a few minutes. The boys were in the pasture grazing and within seconds all three were very much aware that I was there. They stood watching us talk and then started towards the gate. Enough talking to another human, they wanted my time. It amazes me each day how much they seem to enjoy my presence within their herd. I finished my conversation with Tammy and went to greet my boys. I say a quick hello to each of them and then give each one individual "mommy" time.
As always, Streak is the first.....he is leader of the herd and must be greeted first, put in his stall first, fed first, brushed first, turned out first. He is my "old man", my best friend and knows what I am thinking without my saying a word. When it is just the two of us, he rests his head against my chest and sighs as if saying "all is right with the world". I stand there with my face resting on his poll and stroke his neck. I spend a few minutes checking over him, making sure there are no bites, bumps, nicks, cuts or bruises. At his age I feel that no matter how small that this things must be addressed immediately. He has given me his best over the years and I must do my best for him. I give him so hay to munch on and then move to the next stall.
Nolan is next and is waiting patiently for his turn. I walk in his stall and am immediately "head butted". He must rub his head up against me as if he is insuring himself that I am there and all is fine. As he rubs up against me, I scratch his ears or his shoulders. I run my hands over him in a quick search, not as slow and thorough as Streak's check up, but none the less I make sure that he is fine, doctor his little booboo's (because he always has a nick or two) and give him a hug, some hay and head to Paddy's stall.
While Paddy is last, he is not least. He is waiting, not as patiently as Nolan, but he knows his turn will come. He circles his stall when I enter and then comes up to lay his head on my shoulder. I brush my fingers through his mane and breathe. Paddy is more complex than Nolan, he is a thinker where Nolan is a follower. Paddy reminds me of Streak when he was young. He gets a check over the same as Nolan and is usually blemish free.
As I spend time with each of my boys, I drink in their individual scents, their combined scents along with the typical barn smells and a sense of calming washes over me. The tranquility that these moments bring cannot truly be put into words. These are the moments that I know that there is a God, that life is worth living and that the world is good.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Houdini and Neighbors
I am blessed with three wonderful boys....all geldings....each touch my life and enrich it in different ways. Lately, I am beginning to think that Paddy's role in my life is to teach me not to assume anything - especially that he will be where he is suppose to be. Over the last few weeks, he has decided that the grass IS greener on the other side of the fence. He has discovered a hole in the fence that he can squeeze through (Streak and Nolan cannot). So, I was going to repair the fence and moved them to a friends 20 acres for a week until I could get the repair done. Well, I was out looking at the fence trying to determine what needed to be done to stop my little escape artist when my neighbor came over. He informed me how I needed to fix the fence, the ONLY brand of fencing to use along with the style of fencing and that I needed to make sure that the fencing was repaired properly since this is HIS fence. Needless to say this ticked me off somewhat (OK more than somewhat). I care about my horses more than this guy (he is always telling me that they are JUST animals). I'm not saying he is abusive to his horses, but to him they are no more than something to have fun on, not something to enrich his life. I went to Tractor Supply to pick up the new fencing and on my drive over, I just kept getting more aggrevated at what he said, so I picked up some t-posts, some electric tape and a charger and said if it is HIS fence, then HE needs to repair it. I put up the electric fence about 5 feet off of the fence line and was very proud of myself. That is until I got home from work the next afternoon. There was Paddy enjoying the grass in the neighbor's pasture (that by the way is only fenced on 3 sides). Seems he thought nothing of going through the electric fence. I added some more t-post so it is only 8 feet between posts and grounded the charger better. As of this morning, Paddy has not touched the fence again and is where he is suppose to be. Now don't think I am taking it for granted that he will stay there, I'm just saying that for right now he is.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Party at The Pawms

Emma goes to The Pawms during the week for daycare -www.pawms.com - where it is one big party. I am sure with her personality that she is the life of the party. She and her best friends Alfie, LuLu and Lady enjoy playing in the water, chasing each other and playing with toys and the other dogs. Emma adores Jeff, Tracy, Cory, Derrick, Marli, and the rest of the staff. Each morning she lays in bed waiting for me to get ready and as soon as I pick up the keys, she is at the door ready to hit The Pawms running. I cannot imagine how hyper and unhappy Em would be without daycare. It is a great outlet for all of her energy and it provides wonderful socialization. With all of this in mind, I went to Sips N Strokes last night and painted a dog partying....I put my own little touches in the painting so that the dog is a poodle ( OK so it is suppose to be Emma, not a good likeness, but close enough). I have named the painting "Party at The Pawms" and gave it to Jeff and his staff to enjoy. Somehow Jeff knew that there was some "sipping" involved while I was painting. LOL I hope they enjoy the painting half as much as Emma enjoys partying her days away with all of them.
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Monday, June 1, 2009
Streak turns 26!
Wow! When Streak first came into my life, I never imagined either one of us getting old, but time stops for no man, woman or horse it seems. Streak is 26 today. He has carried me many miles, for more hours than I can count, he has taught me valuable life lessons, has taught numerous children how to ride, gave many the self confidence that they needed to make their way in the world...he has touched many souls, has influenced for the better many lives. Many people think Streak is a plain brown horse, but if you truly look at him, he is the morst gorgeous shade of auburn...he coat glistens in the sun. There is no thing as a "plain" horse, each one has varying shades of brown,gold, chocolate, bronze, rust, auburn, black in their coats. They are all beautiful.
Streak has been a constant in my life for a long time. I can't imagine life without him....without his faint nicker as I approach, the smell of him after a ride, the warmth he generates on a cold morning, our talks, the time we spend together in silence, the bond that has been created over the years. You hear of people talking about being "one" with there horse, let me tell you that is something that can be achieved and there is no better feeling than that "oneness". Streak and I know each other, when we are out on the trails or in the arena, we communicate through subtle movements, ride effortlessly together, he knows what I am about to ask and I know what he is about to do....I know when things are bothering him....when he is annoyed with the bugs on the trail or other horses and riders that do not respect "our space" that crowd in or going running past....I know how he is going to respond to those situations. I, also, know that if he hesitates when asked to do something or even on occassion downright refuses to do as asked, that he is watching out for me...that there is something that I do not know about that is going to get one or both of us hurt. I have learned to listen, to trust in, my best friend.
Happy Birthday my dear friend!
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Life
I'm sitting here this morning, playing on the computer with Emma laying beside me which has caused me to start thinking. Life may not have turned out like I wanted, but I must admit that my life is pretty good. I may not have all of the "in" things - flatscreen tv, Wii, top of the line computer, new car or a big house, but what I do have is soooo much better. Emma and my boys are such a major part of my life. I can't have children, who knows why but they were not in God's plan for me, so I dote on my four legged babies. I believe God has sent me 4 extra special babies....each bringing something different to my life, each helping to brighten my days and giving me reasons to smile and laugh.
Emma, being a poodle, spends more time with me than the boys. She is my almost constant companion. I find myself talking to her and while she may not answer back with words, she does answer me. She has helped pull me out of my "self inflicted" shell. While we are out running around, she draws lots of attention. People are always stopping to pet her and chat for a few minutes. With Em at my side, I find myself getting out more, doing things I would never have done before.
Now the boys are a different story. I find myself rushing home after a weekend in Memphis just to see them, to bury my head in their manes and to drink in the sweet smell of horses and grass. They bring a peace to my soul that only God could grant. I am in awe of their beauty, the may they move, they way the wind plays with their manes and tails. Each one is unique, yet they are all equally beautiful.
Why did God decide to bless me in the way He has? What did I do to deserve these wonderful creatures? Why did He decide to entrust them to me? When I am with my four legged family, I feel more in touch with the Creator than when I am anywhere else. I can sense His presence, I know He truly exists and that there is no way that we are the results of a "big bang".
Emma, being a poodle, spends more time with me than the boys. She is my almost constant companion. I find myself talking to her and while she may not answer back with words, she does answer me. She has helped pull me out of my "self inflicted" shell. While we are out running around, she draws lots of attention. People are always stopping to pet her and chat for a few minutes. With Em at my side, I find myself getting out more, doing things I would never have done before.
Now the boys are a different story. I find myself rushing home after a weekend in Memphis just to see them, to bury my head in their manes and to drink in the sweet smell of horses and grass. They bring a peace to my soul that only God could grant. I am in awe of their beauty, the may they move, they way the wind plays with their manes and tails. Each one is unique, yet they are all equally beautiful.
Why did God decide to bless me in the way He has? What did I do to deserve these wonderful creatures? Why did He decide to entrust them to me? When I am with my four legged family, I feel more in touch with the Creator than when I am anywhere else. I can sense His presence, I know He truly exists and that there is no way that we are the results of a "big bang".
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Paddy

There is something about Paddy that calls out to people. He has personality plus - he is a lover, a free spirit and a thinker. Paddy has a very gentle spirit. Like his two big brothers, he is a momma's boy. He is so considerate and insists on walking me to the gate every morning after I turn them out to graze. Then he stands there watching me back out of the drive as if he is making sure I safely get on my way.
As young as he is, he is wonderful with small children. He loves to have his ears scratched and enjoys being with people. He adores his big brothers. He and Nolan are best friends, but he knows that Streak will protect him from whatever scares him.
I love how Paddy "thinks" before doing what is asked of him. Paddy makes sure he completely understands what is being asked, what is expected of him, before he will do it. To be honest, I sometimes get a little frustrated, but then I realize that Paddy is just reinforcing the lessons that Streak taught me many years ago. Paddy is teaching me patience, that things will happen in their own time, not in mine. He is teaching me to slow down, to ask things in a simple fashion. He is reminding me to be honest with myself, to BE myself.
Many people thought I was crazy for getting Paddy....I had two horses already, what was I going to do with a third. Who knows they might be right about me being crazy, but life is for living and Paddy helps to brighten up my life. I may not have a huge savings account, drive a new truck, live in a big, fancy house, I don't even own my own land, but my bills are paid and I know what makes me happy and that is my boys.
Streak
Next week Streak will turn 26....I can't believe he is as old as he is. One day he is creaking as he walks and the next he is acting like a 2 year old. As he has aged, his star and strip have become wider - more smudged than it was in his youth. He now has gray sprinkled throughout his coat...not noticable to most, but I see it. Some days I wonder where time has gone....how did we both turn old without realizing it....why did I not enjoy every minute as I should have. Streak has carried me many, many miles and has been a rock in my life. No matter how bad or good things are or have been, he has been a constant for all of my adult life. He has been there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, he has listened to me talk about what is good in my life and what is bad....it does not matter to him what I talk about, he is always willing to listen. Streak has also taught me many valuable lessons. I have learned to listen to him, to trust him. He has never put me in harms way and has done everything he could to let me know when I was putting myself in danger. He has been a babysitter and taught my oldest nieces how to ride. I never had to worry when they were on his back, I knew he would take care of them. He would always take care of me, too. Yet, when he thought I was taking things a lot more seriously than I should or that I was taking things for granted, he delighted in putting me on the ground.
Over the past several years I have taken what he has taught me for granted, have forgotten many of his lessons. Now as I watch my best friend age and realize that he will not always be here, I am trying to live life to the fullest....live the lessons he has taught. I know he could be gone tomorrow or he might just hang on for a few more years...only God knows when Streak will be torn out of my life, but while I have him here, I am going to continue to learn from him. I can't let the future dictate today, I am going to live in the moment and enjoy what time I have left with my best friend.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
My Baby Girl
After I lost Johnny, I decided that my next dog would be completely opposite. I went from a 2.9 pound black and white chihuahua to a 58 pound brown poodle.....low maintenance to very high maintenance....a pocket puppy (literally) to a diva that takes up half of my bed. Emma is the complete opposite of Johnny.
I thought I wanted a black male standard poodle, but God had other plans. Then when it turned out that I was getting a girl, her name was going to be Lady Gillian. Turns out my niece, Alex, had a name picked out. Even when I picked out Em's registered name, Alex, Jennifer and MawMaw all vetoed my choice and insisted she be registered as Emma Marie Key. Now that Em has been with me 18 months, I must admit that she is absolutely perfect for me and her name fits her much better than the name I had picked out.
Emma lives a pretty charmed life. She eats the best food (holistic dog food plus cottage cheese, yogurt, fresh fruits and veggies), gets groomed on a regular basis, goes to daycare, has her Canine Good Citizenship Certificate and goes pretty much wherever I go.
While life is not always perfect and things are not always the way I want them to be, God has truly blessed me with my baby girl and my 3 wonderful boys.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Nolan turns 4

My little boy is growing up. Cannot believe he is 4 today. I remember the long wait for him to ship from Canada. IMO, he was a gorgeous colt (my sister later told me she thought he was an ugly baby and could not understand what I saw in him - she has since changed her mind). The anticipation that summer about killed me. I would check numerous times a day to see if an updated picture of him had been posted. It was agony to look through the new pics and not get a glimpse of him. Yet when there was a new picture, I could not contain the excitement and pride I felt in my new baby boy. My sisters and mother threw me a "foal shower" to help prepare for his arrival. Then in September he finally was shipped to Auburn, Alabama. The drive to Auburn that day seemed beyond slow, I swear I got caught at every traffic light, but I finally arrived. It is amazing to me that with approximately 20 foals all grouped together, he was the only one I saw. We did not get home until after dark that night and I got him settled in his temporary pen. Not wanting to leave him alone, I drug a cot out and slept in his pen with him the first few nights. I believe this is what gave us the bond that we have now.
Now my little boy is grown up, ready to begin a new chapter in his life. This summer he will be started under saddle and we will hit the trails together. Explore new places, experience new adventures.
Happy Birthday Lord Nolan!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Happy Birthday Paddy!!!
Today Paddy is turning 2. He is a registered bay roan quarter horse - registered name: Smooth Cuttin Peppy. Paddy came from Foothills Ranch - www.foothillsranch.com and has the best personality, so willing to please, but has a mind of his own. Suzanne and Miles put a lot of time, effort and money into producing wonderful foals. Once the foals are on the ground, they continue their hard work in socializing and halter breaking each foal. Suzanne is amazing in that she knows the personality of each broodmare and foal they have and can tell you if a particular foal will fit the purpose you need. Paddy's sire is HQH Cuttin Snip aka Cutter and his dam is Jae Leokie Cinnamon (both bay roans). Cutter foals have wonderful minds. This year, Paddy has a full brother that was born April 30th. If you are interested in a great quarter horse you need to check out the Foothill foals.
Paddy is going to get another year of growing and being a baby before I start him under saddle. He, as well as Nolan and Streak, are lifers for me - meaning they are not for sale. So, I do not feel a need to rush his training. I would rather take my time and know that it is done properly and that I am not stressing him or his bones.
Happy Birthday My Baby Boy!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Lord Nolan
Nolan was adopted through Foal Train and is a pmu foal (product of the premarine industry). He is a Thoroughbred / Draft cross. When I first started looking at PMU foals and found Foal Train, I researched the stallions they had listed. Very quickly, I fell in love with a TB stallion named Polka Man on the "W" farm (Sanway Stock Farm). He was the most gorgeous horse I had ever seen. I made up my mind that I MUST have one of his foals - no other stallion would do. When the foals started hitting the ground, I snatched up the first colt by Polka Man - a gorgeous bay that I named Sir Devlin. A few weeks later, another colt by him was posted and there was just something about him that I could not get out of my mind. I tried to figure out how I could afford 2 foals, but there was just no way. Turns out that Fate had its own plans. In June, I got a call and was informed that Devlin was killed in a freak accident - he had been struck my lightning. My heart was broke. Even though I had never met Devlin in person, he had embedded himself in my heart. Devlin's death opened up the opportunity for me to get the 2nd foal that I had fallen in love with. I was amazed that such a gorgeous colt was still available, but for some reason everyone had overlooked this boy. I reserved colt #0914 and named him Lord Nolan after my favorite uncle. Nolan has been a true blessing. Seems that God knows what is best for us and He knew that Nolan was the perfect colt for me. Nolan will be turning 4 on May 12th and I am preparing him to start under saddle. I am beyond blessed having my Roley Poley Noley in my life. The awkward foal that was overlooked has turned into a stunning gelding.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Emma is my baby girl. She is a brown standard poodle and is 18 months old. Em is my first poodle and I must say she has me convinced that standard poodles are the best breed out there. She is beautiful, intelligent, fun loving, full of energy, graceful, and a love bug. One minute she is running around with a case of the zoomies and the next she is curled up next to me on the sofa. She loves life and lives it to the fullest. She is teaching me to enjoy life and not to care so much what others might think. Life is about being happy with who you are not what others think you are or should be.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Emma and My Boys
This blog is about my standard poodle - Emma Marie and my 3 boys (horses) - Streak (26 yr old quarter horse), Nolan (4 yr old American Warmblood) and Paddy (2 yr old quarter horse from www.foothillsranch.com).
Emma and my boys are my life. Can't have kids so these are my babies.
Emma goes to daycare while I am at work. The boys live on 3 acres and have a nice barn as well as a run-in shed and a small ring in which to ride / work. Streak is retired due to arthritis, Nolan will be started under saddle soon and Paddy gets to be a baby for another year. All 3 of my boys are special in different ways. I have had Streak for most of his life and he has been there when I needed a friend. Nolan is named after my favorite uncle who passed away 3 years ago and Paddy is named after a dear friend and is from another wonderful friend's farm.
I'll post when I can about what each one is up too and how life is going.
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